Short Breaths

Feeling like I'm floating
Breathing short and drawn
Feeling like I'm aching
I love you, now I'm gone.

Twice in life I thought I failed
To be all that I am
And now I know I had to fight
To make me who I am.

I wish that wishes all came true
That I could wish for life
I wish that if I closed my eyes
Things would turn to right.

For everyone who's come and gone
For all the dreams I've dreamt
Forgiven now for everything
For all I've ever said

The final chance to make it good
The chance to find my way
Messing up no longer scares
Forget the fear, don't care.

Given what I've lived through
Given all my past
Given what I've had to bear
I should be glad its gone at last.

I love my life
I love the world
I love to sit and watch
I love my beating heart
Its pulsing filled with comfort.

I wont make it sappy
I wont make you cry
Just remember me and think of me
If I am to die…